Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Report From Ladder Company 40 Day 172

Hi Team!

Wednesday

I am feeling crappy still though the nausea seems to have passed.  OMG!! as I write this I realize that many of my recent symptoms are reminiscent of... AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! NO it CAN't BE>>> I am NOT pregnant!  But I have been way tired lately.  And I am peeing a lot.  I mean often but not a lot at all.  YIKES!! I better not be late!  As if I can judge that.  I haven't been regular in three years!  OMG OMG OMG!!!  I'm really scared!!!  That would SO suck!!!  Just this past weekend I saw a mom with a teeny tiny infant and said, "Oh, I want one of those..." then shocked myself when I quickly said, "But not to keep!"  I was just thinking I had finally passed a major milestone in my life.  OMG!! NOOOOOOO!!!!!

OK, stop freaking out.  Nothing to worry about until I know something.  RIGHT?  I cannot believe that I am going through this thought process on my blog.  Well, that's life.  It IS part of my journey right now.  OMG I am freaking out!  I mean like... almost panicky!  The timing would really suck!  I WANT TO BE A PARAMEDIC!!! 

I'm too freaked out to write right now.  Sorry to leave you hanging!

Stay safe! 

Hotflash out!

2 comments:

  1. Oh Hotflash!!! that's kinda funny, you have to admit... you better keep us posted!! maybe its the other change?

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  2. Funny? Why do all my friends think this is funny? (Because it really kind of is!) Except that it isn't! Oh, it's so ironic. For years I was SO sad that I never had been able to have another child. I just barely realized that I no longer wanted one and WHAM! Well, maybe.

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